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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

The betrays just keep adding up. More and more. I don't know how much more I can take. I am a woman on the edge. Everytime I turn around, I feel like I have to defend myself and my children from another sneak attack from people I thought I could trust. I think I will pull up the drawbridge to my life and lock my true self away... far from the world ... in a place where I cannot be hurt. If I trust no one, I cannot be disappointed.

7 comments:

ALRO said...

:(

to live never sharing of yourself will leave you feeling alone..

I'm sure you will find somebody to share with without the fear of betrayal.

guttergirl said...

Thanks Al. This is the reason I post here. I get support here. Usually people are always encouraging. It means the world to me to know I can vent here and people will understand. They may not agree but understand. Thank you for that.

Melissa said...

ahhhh... cyber-space. The place we run to for people who at least attempt to understand when those in our "real" life no longer care to. :) I SO get that! :) ::hugs::

JQ75 said...

Hey I hope things are getting better. You need friends, just choose them carefully.

Last week Thursday I was very depressed, I was snowed in, stranded with these legal problems bouncing off the wall and driving me nuts, and somebody out of the blue saves the day.

I was extremely depressed, you can see from the number of posts in a short span, and I have even more in draft. The positive posts were my best effort to pull my self out of the pits, but boy was I near bottom last week Thur. And that's without thinking (at least that I was aware of) about Valentines Day, the day "my sweetheart" asked to celebrate it with - A DIVORCE. (She always did have a perverse sense of timing, she filed for divorce on APRIL FOOLS DAY.) Boy did I need that stroke of luck that my Trudge (see posts) gave me.

Check out what happened. The setup is an interesting line in a movie. And the punch line is in this post.

Or you can just access my Encouragement label link

Signed, John, an online friend, wishing you the very best as You Trudge On.

ALRO said...

Ya.. It really sucks when you get betrayed by someone you thought was a friend... happened to me one time that I can remember.. I was was left dumbfounded thinking, "I can't believe that just happened,"

The one thing you can count on is Karma!!! :) Trust me on that one...

In the end, that friend that betrayed me ended finding out that the advice that i had given him ended up being right... and he ended up getting screwed by the chick he was dating... in exactly the same way that i told he'd get screwed. Too bad it had cost me my relationship with the girl I was dating at the time.... but small sacrifice for good Karma...

Hang in there.. not all friends are Pricks :)

CallmeJack said...

I will not betray you.


Jack

hockeyman said...

A hockeyman would never betray you!!

There are good people in the world.. I hope you get some soon...

Some day yopu just have to look over small people... and understand that they will never get taller and they have to do something....