did you forget about me

You forgot me. You used to call me at least six times a day. Now she is in your life and you have no time for me. You said you loved me. How can your feelings change so fast? You said we will always be friends. Will we? Or will you move on without me? My heart is in a million pieces. I would have left everything for you. Instead you left me behind. Why wouldn't you wait for me? I read things into everything you say. When you call, I let myself believe that it is because you miss me. I know now, that is not the way it is. I let you in even though I knew I shouldn't. Now it is time to pay the piper. No one said it would hurt so much. I want my inside to be empty. If there is nothing inside, it can't hurt so much.